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January 1^st is preserved for dreaming-the wilder, the better. If only thoughts could immediately come into action…”oh, what a wonderful world it would be”.

Am I happy? At least I’m not totally unhappy and for the time being that feels almost close to happiness.  I wish I was all the time so cheerful and easy-going as I appear to be in my writings. Sometimes I even happen to believe my own lies and when I do it doesn’t hurt that much to breathe.