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A friend I haven’t seen in ages and most likely will never see again in my life wrote on FB “You’re too sweet Vera”. It’s easy for him to say that-I’m at a safe distance and he’s not around to question and stand my temper. Hmm, maybe he does mean it and I’m just unnecessarily and unjustly suspicious and touchy. When did I decide I don’t deserve good things to be said or thought about me? Fuck, I need a break. A permanent one would do just fine. Just thinking about another week at the office makes me want to puke.