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I can't force myself to listen to the HTDA's EP for almost 3 weeks already. How is such a change of hearts possible? And why does it make me so sad? NiN used to mean almost everything to me. As if I've lost my religion. I know everything comes to an end but feelings have little if anything to do with reason.
But then again HTDA is not NiN. Right. Different words. Different message. That is not my language.

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I must change my life until there are still chances for me to be happy. Or...I might have missed them all; it's possible.
Mirror mirror on the wall...will I ever be happy?