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I’m in trouble but it’s not even worth defining it since there’s no one to listen. I know people don’t have to but friends are not just “people” and I’m not sure if I have any of those left around-they all seem so distant, so unresponsive; it’s scary. It’s just that waking up and getting out of bed in the morning seems meaningless. I need someone to convince me it isn’t so. Even a lie would do.