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One of those looks-awful-at-the-start-but-ends-up-quite-good days. TR’s profile is back online, I have again my cable TV and internet connection (oh, how much I missed you last night!), I managed to finish all the tasks I had for today (I’m dead tired now, of course but who cares?). As if all in all it has been a lucky day but why am I not feeling lucky? Because I couldn’t care less about the important and I couldn’t care more about the unimportant. More than anything I wanted to be in Prague but I’m not and nothing can make up for that.

I want a different life. One in which beauty happens for real.