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As I wrote earlier today on IAMX’s wall: “The lust for rapture is insatiable and selfish.” At least mine is. It’s a hunger that can never be satisfied. And the longer you put it off the greater the pleasure…or so I’d like to believe. A bubblegum to kill the time until the real meal comes.

Now that I think of it I use food allusions quite often. It makes sense to have food as an object of desire considering I’m on my kind of a diet for 10 years already. What you can’t have is always alluring and the fact you were the one to enforce the restriction doesn’t make it easier to obey. But when you do it always feels like a victory.