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I don't feel good. I'm uneasy, almost terrified. And I'm supposed to be having a great time which only makes me feel even worse than I already am. Why should attending a concert be so complicated?

I was at the venue around 10 am and there were already around 50 people waiting. My meeting point is for 3 pm. I'm guessing the crowd will be much bigger by then.

I'm so nervous. And lonely. I so much wish I had someone with me.

OK, the panic attack was consumed and flushed away. There's no early entry for tonight anyway. Everything that bothers me is beyond my control anyway. I only want to have fun tonight-the more, the better.