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I had a dream last night and in it Ray was walking again. I remember feeling overwhelmed with enormous joy in my dream, I remember shouting to a coworker "Look! Ray is back on his feet!"

So this morning, as I headed to the office to feed the dogs, I kept telling myself "It was just a dream. Do not trust a hope. It was only a dream." But I guess it didn't work because when I reached the office and saw there was no change in his condition my heart fell into pieces.