... 3

...you didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now...

Lately I really don't care what happenes to me. And it would've been perfect if it wasn't for the fear something bad might happen to my loved ones.

... 2

Do you think subconscious dictates the bereaved they must appear mournful?! Do you think there comes a moment when the power of grief eases with time but it keeps on lingering fed by guilt? You hear a joke and you laugh and then it dawns on you that it isn’t right for you to have fun and enjoy life as you used to...before…

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When is this going to end…if ever. I shudder with each telephone ring.