Huh!

AE replied to one of my tweets. That feels good...feels great actually-I do admire him so much. I wish things were different and I could go to at lest one ATR show.
Maybe I still can; it's not to late to think of something...is it?
Oh, dear, the energy they ooze is...intoxicating; in the best way possible.

This one brought tears to my eyes

Again. It does every time:

... 19

I am so furious at my parents. I never wanted to have a dog and it was them who gave me Vincent. And now i have to watch him grow old, wither more and more with each day. It's fucking painful.

... 18

People say holding on to the past is not healthy but my past is a part of me-I can not cut out a part of my mind can I? Christ, I just recalled the days that started and ended with checking my MySpace account, the thrill of every new comment, the online friendships that felt almost real. Chimp. Vampee. Life was good. I miss it.

... 17

Ever since I developed an ego out of the blissful childhood ignorance a suspicion started to grow that there’s no meaning to life. But in my youth that grim perspective was partially neutralized by the hope that time might prove it wrong. And now that hope is gone (for good?). Such a faith I wish to no one. It makes minutes seem hours, endless hours of sadness.