... 530

My mind is all over the map today. I wish I had the map as well so I could find where I belong.

There are days when people's glitches, shortsightedness and quirkiness move me, amuse me and even inspire me. Today isn't one of those days. It isn't you, it's me.

... 529

"I've seen bad things and I cannot make them disappear."

Some days I wish I wasn't on Facebook.

... 528

OK, patience, I'm sorry - I'm sorry for doubting you. Good things don't like to be pushed and rushed - you can lure them only with an easy mind and a gentle caress. 

... 527

Ah, the bittersweet pain of post-gig depression - how I've missed you, my old friend...

I look back at the last few days and I can't believe how lucky I was.

... 526

"Everybody wants to have a friend but not everyone wants to be a friend." - a proverb

... 525

It's all irrelevant, you know, all. Every emotion, every fear, everything I dream about or regret or strive for - in some 30 or 40 years from now it will all be irrelevant. From the perspective of time it will all end well end. And the same goes for everyone who has caused or is yet to cause me pain and disappointment and sorrow.

And that is comforting. Thus I can find peace even before peace is broken.

... 524

I was just told that one of the regular customers at my favorite café has died and that today was her funeral. It's one thing to watch on the news war reports of new casualties - when it's about people you've never met they’re as good as invisible. It's cruel to put it like this but it's the truth.

But when someone you’ve become accustomed to see every weekend parishes then it is personal. For over two years she battled cancer and lost. May she rest in peace. She's no longer in pain - I hope the people who loved her find solace in that.