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Lately my only source of endorphins are the few pieces of dark chocolate in the morning. Happiness in a box, the proverbial blue pill. 

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The whole day I'm having this strong premonition-like feeling that something great and I mean really great is about to happen. But I've such days and such feelings before too many times to know they cannot be trusted. It's most probably a simple case of too much sugar and coffee in my blood stream. 

Still it kind of feels good. I know it is false, I know for a fact it is a lie and yet I enjoy it. I know it's just my mind playing tricks on me either as protection or kindness but, seriously, it's enough, let go already.

You know, it's a bit like waiting at a bus stop - no matter how long you wait eventually the bus will come. It's the same with good news - eventually some will slip through. It's mostly a matter of time.