... 555

I don't want a long life, I want a good life while I'm alive or else what's the point of being alive? Quality beats quantity.

... 554

I refused to grow up. Unfortunately that didn't stop me from growing old. You can't trick life.

... 553

I wonder how many like me are out there, already tired to hope that one day this world will make sense. Could be millions. 

What a waste. 

Fucking fantastic :(

Yesterday I accidentally found out that my father prefers Donald Trump over Hillary Clinton. 

That was 24 hours ago and I still shake my head in disbelief. My father - a Trump supporter? Do you know what I think of Trump supporters? That they are delusional morons. And apparently my father is one too.

How am I to swallow the fact that I share the same DNA with someone like that?

You know, I thought that my disappointment with him couldn't get any lower.

Surprise! 

Oh shit.

It's pretty simple. There's just one way to deal with it and it is to forget.

... 552

I so much wish I could settle for the ordinary. But I can't. The older I get the more I can't.

And that is the drama of my life - because, as an ordinary human being, I don't stand the chance for more than the ordinary. 

There's no drama really. It's the reality and I have accepted it. I am 100 % realistic about how unrealistic my spirit is. I can't change my soul.

But I can't stop wondering: what am I here for? why am I, at all?

And there's just one answer that fits the question: there is no purpose.

Yes, it is a sad thought. That's no news either.

... 551

You know you're old when the jokes from your youth sound new to people 10 years your junior.

True story.
*sigh*