Special Easter edition

I don’t want to be a part of a blood-thirsty religious planted mass delusion. As far as I’m concerned people are free to believe whatever crap they want as long as I’m not forced to share their beliefs.

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I clean around the house so vigorously as if I’m on a mission to erase every trace of anyone else’s presence in here. In a way it is so. In another way I’m just trying to keep myself busy to avoid thinking.

Four months ago my Vincent was still with me-barely and yet…

I miss him.

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I was reminded why I started to blog in the first place. I needed to know if there where others like me. It turned out there were...but it brought me no peace. The hell within is a private matter.

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For a little over 3 months now I wear only black. So far no one has paid attention.

I feel like howling.