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Not that I take astrology seriously (or even lightly) but half my Facebook friends, people that I know personally, are Cancers like me. Intriguing.

Athirst

The torment of lust on the tip of the tongue

The trial of trust bringing two into one

The call of a dream-a song of a siren

Both real and surreal-a spiritual fire.

This body of mine that I wish wasn’t mine

This body that serves as a cage to the mind

I want to hug you all but I’ve only got two arms

I want to love you all but I’ve only got one heart.

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On June 6, the exact day I witnessed 30 Seconds to Mars play in Berlin, a brand new NIN song was introduced. Since I was abroad I couldn’t hear the new song. I came back home the next day. It is June 13^th already…and I still haven’t listened to it. It somehow doesn’t feel priority. Which, put bluntly, is a euphemism for I-don’t-give-a-fuck. Forgive me the sacrilege.

I can’t believe I just said what I said. I can't believe I even considered the thought.

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OK, none of my FB friends is not a 30 seconds to Mars fan and I’m fine with that. But it wouldn’t kill them to support my enthusiasm at least a bit would it?

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I’m losing weight for some reason. Yesterday the scales pointed 46 kg and today-even less. That’s BMI 17,1. I love myself skinny but that’s too low even for me. It’s probably nerves. Or else. Whatever the reason is it will have to wait.

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I thought that May will bring something more than just the benefit of hope. Not that I complain-it was a much awaited gift. Two words for you, girl: patience and courage. It may not make things better but it will stop them from becoming worse in your mind. Just breathe in and out and don't let fear win.